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Wednesday, October 18, 2006
I feel like I am over whelmed with emotional pain, right now. I'm just having a hard time understanding why my situation needed to exist. I understand that most of my situation is for the better, but how it is all unfolding is horrible. God has a plan for those who follow him, and His will is good. I'm going to honest and say that I sometimes feel this statement is a bunch of shit, but that's why I'm a sinful being, that's why I question God, and that's also why I will never understand God. It was all to easy to give God praise when I was in a comfortable state of life, but now that I'm completely frusturated I just feel lost...I don't feel helpless...I feel lost... I'm hoping this whole sitution will make me stronger and that God will show me His will. I don't want comments, just prayer...I NEED prayer!!!
Pain...
Updated at 8:32 PM
I feel like I am over whelmed with emotional pain, right now. I'm just having a hard time understanding why my situation needed to exist. I understand that most of my situation is for the better, but how it is all unfolding is horrible. God has a plan for those who follow him, and His will is good. I'm going to honest and say that I sometimes feel this statement is a bunch of shit, but that's why I'm a sinful being, that's why I question God, and that's also why I will never understand God. It was all to easy to give God praise when I was in a comfortable state of life, but now that I'm completely frusturated I just feel lost...I don't feel helpless...I feel lost... I'm hoping this whole sitution will make me stronger and that God will show me His will. I don't want comments, just prayer...I NEED prayer!!!
Pain...
Updated at 8:32 PM
I feel like I am over whelmed with emotional pain, right now. I'm just having a hard time understanding why my situation needed to exist. I understand that most of my situation is for the better, but how it is all unfolding is horrible. God has a plan for those who follow him, and His will is good. I'm going to honest and say that I sometimes feel this statement is a bunch of shit, but that's why I'm a sinful being, that's why I question God, and that's also why I will never understand God. It was all to easy to give God praise when I was in a comfortable state of life, but now that I'm completely frusturated I just feel lost...I don't feel helpless...I feel lost... I'm hoping this whole sitution will make me stronger and that God will show me His will. I don't want comments, just prayer...I NEED prayer!!!
Pain...
Updated at 8:32 PM
